Goodbye, friend.

[felinaeus]

No, I didn't know him well.
No, I was't close.

But I Knew him. I know him. Maybe not as the person that some people know him as.
Maybe not as the person some people wished him to be, wish him to be and want him to be.
But I knew him.
An odd man.
A good man.
A man that people I care about care about.
A man that managed to make me respect him, admire him in ways.
A man...
A geek.
A poet.
A friend.

In my time on this earth I have lost a few.
Misplaced a few.
Displaced more than my share, I'm sure..
But
None have been lost on my web since one.
None have impacted so many I love
I cherish
I want to hold, to tell it'll be alright
To let know there's nothing that will end their world.

I couldn't be there for you,
Not in person.
Not in place
But I will be there for you none the less.
To guide.
To aid.
To show.

I will be here to help those that don't, that won't, that can't understand.

And all I have to say to you, is thank you.
Thank you for you.
Thank you for being my friend, and thank you for making those I love smile.
Thank you.
Thanks for you.
And may your journey be easier than the one that led you onto your road.

=====

today, saturday the 17th of January 2009, a friend of mine will be taken off of life support. I can't be there.
Today, a friend and a love of some of my loves... a member of my family as it were, will take the next step.
Today, the world becomes infinately less cool.

Goodbye Steve.

Geek Heil.

Comments

[kali-kali.livejournal.com]

This.

[felinaeus.livejournal.com]

Sorry... i must be too tired... this what?
but *hugs anyways*

[kali-kali.livejournal.com]

Meaning I agree with everything in your post. *hugs much*

[foxesdaughter.livejournal.com]

I am so sorry for your loss.

[felinaeus.livejournal.com]

Thank you. *hugs*

[mapdark.livejournal.com]

Sorry to hear that :(

[felinaeus.livejournal.com]

Thanks.

[ironphoenix.livejournal.com]

Yes, this.

[felinaeus.livejournal.com]

Yes this what? Now I'm confused about not understanding this particular reply.

[ironphoenix.livejournal.com]

Meaning the same as what kali_kali said; see her clarification above!

[momentrabbit.livejournal.com]

My condolences.

[felinaeus.livejournal.com]

Thanks. I have a feeling it will be a bumpy year for things like this for me. but thank you

[queenie-writes.livejournal.com]

*hugs*

[felinaeus.livejournal.com]

*HUGS BACK TIGHT*

[cdrhom.livejournal.com]

As long as we hold the memory of those who have touched our lives within our hearts, they are never truly gone.

[http://users.livejournal.com/_wastrel/]

I can't stand that everything would have to be so fragile like this. As long as you care about someone they should live forever. That's how it should work. I'm just not accepting that things would be like this.

It must feel terrible not to be able to be there, but when someone's your friend, I'd think they'd understand you'd have wanted to be, and that in the end they have to have known how you felt about them.

[laturner.livejournal.com]

I am so sorry. :